I'm used to ruining everything
'Cause I'm tryna listen my mind
Every single time, every time
It can only happen now
I think I'm gonna grow up, up, up
(Nah-nah-nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah)
I'm tired of making me lonely
(Nah-nah-nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah)

You know my thoughts sometimes get cloudy
You've been there for me
And left before I realized
Maybe I realized it because you left my mind
I'm used to hidin' my feelings
'Cause I've heard you too much
Every single time, every time
I can't go back to before
I don't wanna ruin us, us, us
(Nah-nah-nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah)

I'm tired of making me lonely
(Nah-nah-nah-nah, nah-nah-nah-nah)
You know my thoughts sometimes get cloudy
You've been there for me
And left before I realized
Maybe I realized it because you left my mind