MSY

de $uicideboy$

You did good $lick
It's a smash

For eleven years, I've been speaking in metaphors telling you all how I feel
Climbed up 7 tiers, and the higher I got, the more I really started to fear
That if I fell off, it would be quite the fall
And it's lonely at the top, so who the fuck would I call?
Solo dolo, no hope, no show, bolo bolo, I feel fine
All this slime keeps weighing me down, please don't turn me to a shrine
Taking my time, bullheaded, and I'm stubborn, dig my heel into the ground
Aren't you proud yet? I nearly killed myself trying to harness a crowd
Oh, how I doubt myself, but I came such a long way from rotting on the couch
Oh, what a drought it's been, prayin' for hurricane rain, watch me aim for the clouds
Peel the shroud off my skin, things are beginning to sprout, I'm beginning a vow
I'm sinning, now all the lights dimming
I'm spinning eternally, shit just goes 'round and 'round

Wear depression like a style, hurts too much to fake a smile
Old trauma but the tears brand new (ooh-ooh-ooh)
Ringer stay on, family waiting for the call
They know is gonna be bad news (ooh-ooh-ooh)
Sorry I can't stay, at least my dad smiling away
Like: Damn, look at my boy run
How could I let you into a place I never been?
I'm a knot away from coming undone
I'm so twisted inside (twisted inside)
I'm numb, but my angels cry (my angels cry)
Came up on pain and despair
Let's hope that these tears are prayers