3PM @ DAIRY - A COLORS SHOW

de Ray Vaughn

Aye, aye, let me get a Dairy Dog
Okay
Extra cheese, light chili, no jalapeños, some hot chips, and a Tiki Punch Shasta
How much is that?

Aye, aye, look, I'm paranoid that my shadow might tell my secrets
Had people tell me they love me
Find out that they ain't mean it
Yeah, but sometimes I need more than a God to believe in
Brand new day on my calendar, but I don't even feel like breathin'
For what? It's fuck that job 'cause I lost that job, I'm broke
Hand on my pistol, head full of hope (hope)
Regrets still knock on my door (my door)
My trauma still sit third row (third row)
Lulee still shootin' heroin in the toe
When they finally told me that shit, I was low
I couldn't even judge lil' 'cause, how she cold
I miss when we was close, and helpin' Granny look for the remote, dawg

Who knows a safe place for me to hide?
When I feel like nothing's left inside (aye, aye, okay)
So and so just called a hundred times (hundred times, yeah)
I ain't pick it up 'cause I was cryin'
But I don't think you hear me (why, why not? Why, why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why, why not? Why, why, why, why, why?)
Tell me, can you hear me? (Why, why not? Why, why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why, why, why?)
I know you hear me (why, why? Okay)

I'm feelin' so unheard and that ain't nothin' new
Got comfortable bein' uncomfortable
My cousin got raped, she was fuckin' two
Her mom stay with the nigga 'cause she lonely too
Can I share my oops? Am I just like you?
Mama rape baby, too? Is it in my roots?
Statutory, that's another story
Suicide on your mind when you start feeling déjà vu
No smacks in the crib where we live, where the junkies live
Am I janky now? Is my heart too big?
I'm Aisha's kid, but I don't trust the bitch who came from my ribs
'Cause I lie too much
Do I pray too much? Am I even enough?
Do I believe it enough? If you open up my cabinet, my season is rough
Big brother on drugs, but he need a job so I had to pee in his cup, oh man

Who knows a safe place for me to hide? (Me to hide, yeah)
When I feel like nothing's left inside (aye, aye, okay)
So and so just called a hundred times (hundred times, yeah)
I ain't pick it up 'cause I was cryin'
But I don't think you hear me (why, why not? Why, why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why, why not? Why, why, why, why, why?)
Tell me, can you hear me? (Why, why not? Why, why not?)
Can you hear me? (Why, why, why?)
I know you hear me (why, why? Okay)

Who knows a safe place for me to hide?
When I feel like nothing's left inside
So and so just called a hundred times
I ain't pick it up cause I was cryin'
But I don't think you hear me