This or That?

de Olivia O'Brien

I know it's wrong, but I still do it
I keep fuckin' up, but I'm used to it
Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid
So self-destructive
I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it
No need to call my phone 'cause I'm gon' lose it
How can I learn my lesson when I been knew it?
I'm self-destructive

Different places
Same old faces

They say home is where the heart is
Maybe I don't have a heart (maybe I don't)
They say life is like a movie
Maybe I don't have a part (maybe I don't)
And I know that I could stop it if I really wanted
If I went to bed on time and woke up in the mornin'
But I'm self-destructive (yeah, I'm self-destructive)

I know it's wrong, but I still do it
I keep fuckin' up, but I'm used to it
Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid
So self-destructive (yeah, I'm self-destructive)
I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it
No need to call my phone 'cause I'm gon' lose it
How can I learn my lesson when I've been knew it?
I'm self-destructive (yeah, I'm self-destructive)

Different places
Same old faces
I keep on makin'
The same mistakes, yeah

All this liquor in my system, I ain't got no inhibition
Always end up cryin' on my way home
Drunk or sober, what's the difference? Still ain't got no one to listen
Always end up cryin' on my way home (on my way home)
Home (on my way home)
Home (on my way home)
But it don't feel like that, no
No, it just don't feel like home
But it don't feel like that, no (no, no)
No, it just don't feel like home (no, no, no, no, no)

Feel like that, no
But it don't feel like that, no
No