a Departure
de La Dispute
To (scratched out), for everything.
Night fell on me writing this and i ran out of paper
So i crossed the name out at the top of the page.
Not sure why i'm even writing this.
But i guess it feels right.
It sort of feels like i have to-like an exorcism.
I guess that makes me sound crazy but that's alright.
Lately i feel like i might be, not that i've heard any voices or anything.
Just like that everyday kind, where you forget things you shouldn't
And you think too much about death.
Maybe you know what i'm talking about.
Or maybe you would have known?
Or had known?
Is it once knew?
I don't know what tense to use.
I know i never used to feel like this.
I used to never think of death or hear voices.
I used to feel like everything was perfectly in order, a normal life, but i guess then came a departure.
That i know you understand (or would've understood?).
I guess things changed after that, and i'm mostly scared now.
But it's there in the stories, or whatever they are.
You can see it.
Anybody could if they could look.
I wrote some notes in the margins explaining it.
The rest is in between lines or in the fine print.
First, the feeling of abandonment, then trying to cope.
Then death and hope and the thing itself, waiting for me.
It's all there in the pages ahead of here.
It's there waiting for you.
Or for me. i'm not sure.
The whole story.
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THERE YOU ARE (HIDING PLACE) - Majetic Remix
Panorama Remixed
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The Castle Builders
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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Sunday Morning, at a Funeral
Never Come Undone
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King Park
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Last Blues
Never Come Undone
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Such Small Hands
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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Andria
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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Nobody, Not Even the Rain
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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Fall Down, Never Get Back Up Again
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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a Broken Jar
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New Storms for Older Lovers
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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First Reactions After Falling Through the Ice
Rooms of the House
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Woman (in mirror)
Rooms of the House
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Said the King to the River
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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Nine
Here, Hear, Vol. 3
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Damaged Goods
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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You and I in Unison
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The Last Lost Continent
Somewhere at the Bottom of the River Between Vega and Altair (10th Anniversary)
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The Most Beautiful Bitter Fruit
Wildlife
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a Letter
Wildlife