Yehova Ndia Vhalosha

de Khakhathi & Friends

Mom left early, dad went too
People say time heals, but that's bullshit, dude
I was still learnin' how to tie my shoes
Now I'm learnin' how to live missin' you

They put me in her house, said: She's family
But family shouldn't feel like an enemy
Every move I make's another fuckin' sin
Can't breathe loud, can't cry, can't fuckin' win

I spill milk, she calls me dumb
I talk back, here it fuckin' comes
Hands hurt worse than what she says
But both stay stuck inside my head

I just want my parents back
Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that
Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh
Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah
I don't need heaven, I don't need fame
Just you two sayin' my name
I'm so tired of survivin' here
I just wanna be safe for once, I swear

She says I'm weak, says I'm ungrateful
Says they died 'cause God's hateful
If it's true, then he fucked me too
'Cause he took you both and left me with you

I clean the house, still not enough
I keep my mouth shut, still get fucked up
She says boys don't cry, don't act this way
So I learned how to bleed quiet every day

I hear your voices in my head at night
Sayin': It's okay, John, you're alright
Then I wake up to the same old shit
Same cold room, same fuckin' hits

I just want my parents back
Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that
Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh
Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah
I don't need heaven, I don't need fame
Just you two sayin' my name
I'm so tired of survivin' here
I just wanna be safe for once, I swear

I just want my parents back
I don't give a damn 'bout facts
Wanna sit at a table, eat like before
Not countin' bruises on the floor
I don't need love that hurts like this
I don't need lessons taught with fists
I just wanna know how it feels
To be a kid that's actually real

They say be thankful, she took you in
Like pain's a favor, like this ain't sin
If this is home, I don't want it
If this is love, you can fuckin' keep it

I just want my parents back
Yeah, I know it's stupid, but I want that
Wanna fake a smile, fake a laugh
Pretend we're a happy fuckin' family, yeah

Mom, dad, if you hear this shit
I'm tryin', but I'm losin' it
I'd trade every scar I got
Just to have you back, that's all I want

Yeah
That's all I fuckin' want

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