losing myself
de Julia Alexa
I was dying in my dream last night
For the first time this year I felt fine
Felt the blade and I watched the blood
Didn't even put up a fight
Know it’s something they want me to hide
But the truth will come out once I die
Wanna scream but I can't open my mouth
I think I'm too sad to cry
So I poison myself again
You’re the toxin running through my veins and I
Don't think you understand
It's like I poured all my love down the drain
So I poison myself again
You're the toxin running through my veins
And I still reach out for your hand
While you slowly push me away
If anyone could've saved me, it would've been you
I forgive you for all the pain you put me through
And I'm praying to God please take me soon
Don't make me suffer more
But if anyone could’ve saved me, it would’ve been you
So I poison myself agin
You're the toxin running through my veins and I
Don’t think you understand
It's like I poured all my love down the drain
So I poison myself again
You're the toxin running through my veins
And I still reach out for your hand
While I'm dying over and over again
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