mistakes

de guardin

Make no mistakes hear what I say
I hate myself oh shit okay
I get fucked up like every day
A common theme that I display
It's not okay it's not alright
If I could I would take my life
I'm too afraid so scared to die
They say feelings fade knowing I just might

Might disappear by the morning
Soaring higher than I was while recording
I'm warning you to stay away cause I'm boring
Fuck I'm a mess face down in the flooring
Worth another shot taking shots till I'm snoring
In my dreams I've been wide awake just exploring
A distant memory of better days I'm ignoring
If I keep fucking up then I'ma lead you all to mourning

Might fuck around with these toxins
I'm locked in a box with these puppets that I'm not with
Obnoxious how they've been tryna limit all my options
Hit em with the blade then I warp like I'm noctis
Stop this all this fucking gossip got me nauseous
Fuck the repetition I've been whippin new concoctions
And just because I'm reinventing they gon say I'm pompous
Wait until the album drop cause that shit is colossus
Lost his touch cause everything he made was flawless
Creatively he's broke again like gromit to your wallace
It's hard to stay awake & just create in midst of all this
Regardless I still hope you like the shit I drop in August