Inside

de guardin

What's it like to be me?
I don't know but all my demons got me wantin' to leave
Sick & tired of the thoughts hauntin' me in my sleep
Being conscious ain't much better when you live in a dream

It's a constant mind fuck, a plethora of disease
Do I crave the agony? Mahogany on my feet
Fuckin' focus on the lotus just so you can get sleep
I pray to God, but I am him. I guess I'm getting too deep

All my friends live inside of my head
Am I better off alive or am I better off dead?
Killing every hue of gray in my cerebral cortex
I am a mess I fucking guess, a downward spiraling vortex

I must confess I thought that I was getting much better
Confusing my depression with the state of the weather
I only feel alright when you & I are together
But now I'm home & my state of mind depends on a sweater

All of my friends, all of my friends live up inside of my head (inside of my head, yeah)
All of my fears just follow my peers causing this dread (causing this dread)
No I don't belong, (no) no I don't belong (no)
Cause you thinkin' right & I'm just thinkin' wrong
Polarity sits in the neck of my bong
Climbin' trees just to ease is how I'm staying strong
Oh, woah, woah
Oh, woah, woah, woah, woah
Yeah
La, da, da, da, da, da
La, da, da, da, da, da