I'm behind you
At five o'clock each day
On our way home
But you don't even know my name

And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be
And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be

I feel my heartbeat
Pounding in my hand
I feel powerful
When I pretend to be a man

And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be
And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be
Don't judge me blind
I'm a product of my time
And I'm blowing my mind on the rush hour train

I'm all dirty, I'm all covered
In my filth again tonight
I feel like putting a bullet in my brain
But I'm afraid to die
I feel like putting a bullet in my brain
But I'm afraid to die

I'm behind you
At five o'clock each day
On our way home
But you don't even know my name

And I keep thinking what I shouldn't be
And now I'm playing with what I shouldn't be
Don't judge me blind
I'm a product of my time
And I'm blowing my mind on the rush hour train